Endless Memories

college bullshit

2009-02-13T01:11:12Z

apparently i have to know what i want to do and where i want to go to college today.
The only option my father sees is going to concordia and becoming
a lutheran grade school teacher. he keeps telling me to pray about
it and see what i want to do. Then i tell him im interested in art
and i don't really know what i want to do and he flips. he saying
"i can't afford to pay for college cause i got no fucking money!"
well more like yelling. and im just sitting there thinking, so
basically i have no choice.

yeah for freedom!

Beauty

2009-01-30T03:00:52Z

Unspoiled Beauty

Note:
Just a little poem I wrote. Inspired by William Cullen Bryants' poem Thanatopsis.
Enjoy & feedback is appreciated!

Listen

Do not speak

Just listen.

The benevolent smiles of the trees

Whispering in the wind

Churning the leaves on the forest floor

The pattern of life making itself known through her

The artists’ hands form the resplendence of the scene

Flaw to one pair of eyes

Is elegance to another’s

Lose yourself in the unbroken heart

Then find the crucial key

To unlock destiny

Then

And only then

Will the weight of the world disappear.

Too much time on my hand ::clap clap::!!!

2009-01-10T02:08:55Z

I apparently have given up on trying to personalize my livejournal page. I cannot put things where I want them to go and it is just so frustrating! I don't really feel like writing anymore.

Stalked

2008-11-21T00:15:08Z

I feel like I'm being followed right now. Well not at this exact moment but awhile ago. Two incidents occurred before and I thought that was the end of it then. Now I see it has resurfaced.

Let me go back and explain how this stalking this started. Well it was the late afternoon around when school started up again and I was just hanging out at home. I forget how I noticed the man outside just sitting in his maroon car. Maybe it was because he just looked like he didn't belong here or I just got done watching a scary movie that triggered something in my mind. Regardless of that I did indeed notice this man in a white button down shirt, bald, glasses, and smoking. I kept peeking out the window to see if he was still there and I saw him looking in his fold down mirror and check himself. Then he did the oddess thing, he pulled out mouthwash and started rinsing his mouth out. After he was satified he spit the liquid out the window, started up his car, and left.

Another day or maybe it was later that same day just at night? I don't remember. Another person in a jeep was parked somewhere near where this man earlier was. The man had a laptop and was doing something and at first glance I thought it was a cop. But why wasn't he in a cop car? Then I thought he could be an undercover cop! Why though?

Nothing like that happens in real life, so that was automatically crossed out. The other option in my mind was someone hired to watch a person and see their routine or something? I didn't figure it out and finally let the whole thing of people watching my family go after school started.

Now to the present, today, November 20, 2008. Why is that same guy out there? What the fuck is going on here? I thought this whole weird paranoia was over and done with! I come home, eat, and go out to walk my dog up the street and guess who happens to be parked opposite my house. THAT MAN. In that maroon car, glasses, head still bald. I try not to panick walking up the street toward Hillard. My mind is of course racing at this point and I act as normal as I can. I keep glancing back at the man and he is smoking a cigarette(I am still comtemplating whether I should go outside and pick it and put it in a platic bag for DNA evidence) in his car with his drivers window all the way open and his radio on. Just the radio, not the engine. At this point I turn back around to head back to my house. I was hoping he didn't notice my west hoodie indicating the school I attend, I zip my coat up concealing the hoodie as a precaution pretending it was too cold. As I near my drive about two houses away I notice he turned his car on. The red brake lights are on and he is just finishing his cigarette. I slow my pace to see what he does next. He takes his time putting the car into drive and driving away down the street toward the pet shop. I don't go into my driveway until I know he's gone. He turned right and I was thinking maybe he spotted me looking his way and thought it best to drive around the block, you know how it goes.

Going inside I unleash my dog and go to tell my dad what happend, again. All he said was the guy must've been warming up his car(which I know is total bullshit) and lives in one of the apartments. Then I call Jamie and tell her. She of course recalls me telling her of the other situation happening.

A strange day, very strange.

velvetemr73 @ 2008-11-09T22:19:00

2008-11-10T03:31:53Z

yah i know im bad i suck okay? i come here but i never write anything. i dont even keep a written journal right now. i usually am one to keep a diary of some sort but i have been busy lately with school, work, friends, reading, & keeping up with my many obsessions.
I was quite upset last thursday when fox did not air a new episode of fringe and instead had something about the election. i dont want to hear anymore about the election k? In church today my pastor mentioned something good that I thought appied here. He said at least our elections do not include was and bloodshed like in the past in other times. Well I suppose it still happens but I mean in general.
So there's this concert....... and it involves a favorite band of mine.....at a location fairly close to my town......but the tickets and everything will cost a shit load of cash! I am willing to make the sacrifice to see Oasis though. ::sqeeee:: I get excited about these things.
Ahhh yes I have been thinking whilst cleaning my room earlier this evening and I have realized that I write better when I am not on any medication! I have been on meds for two years straight now. Now I'm wondering how much better I could have progressed in that time period to improve on my writing! All this wasted time! Off my meds then, it's decided. Well sadly it's not as simple as that. If I go cold turkey on this I might end up going crazy or in the hospital. Oh you don't even know what I'm taking! I take Zoloft the infamous antidepressants. I believe it helps me and my mood, but holds me back when it comes to writing. You know I'm rambling a bit. That and I have to eat, shower, and sleep. I promise not to disappear again for three months!

megg

My personality as told by a quiz

2008-07-31T03:14:22Z

peabodys concert

2008-07-13T01:13:46Z

The past night I spent at peabodys seeing Dope perform. There was Kittie but I don't like their stuff so I wasn't there for them. Anew Revolution is a cool band that was there. I haven't heard of them beforehand. Dope's set was kickass and their stage presence was phenominal. All the lights and shit was awsome. Me and my bud Jamie were having a great time. At one point everyone started moshing so I was happy. Lots of sexy guys there : ) hehehe.

So I'm leaving for camp and yes I am nervous, but not as much as I usually am. Just give me an hour or two to get used to a situation and I'm fine after that. I'm excited but then I am hoping it will be as good as last year. I don't want to be disappointed. The foods great by the way. Lots to eat there and loads of shit to do there. (i.e. wax hands, make bracelets, swimming, hiking, canoeing, rock talks, campfire singing : ) hmmmmm ect.)

I must be going for my body is craving a slushie and I should go fix that.
So long,
Megan

A Stubbed Toe and Other Events at the Jedi Temple

2008-07-10T01:10:59Z

Title: A Stubbed Toe and Other Events at the Jedi Temple: 1/?
Author: Velvetemr73
Genre: Angst & Slash & a bit of Humor
Pairing: Obi/Ani
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I do not own Star Wars nor will I ever own anything more than the movies and a book.
Summary: Anakin has to get his master to talk about what is troubling him and he will stop at nothing to get the information out of Obi!

“Ow! Anakin what did I tell you about leaving your tools on the floor!”

Obi-Wan yelled from the hallway. Anakin was sitting on the couch watching a holonet movie and not paying any attention to his Master and his stubbed toe.

“Anakin! “

He now walked over (slightly limping) to stand in front of his padwan. At this point Anakin was trying to see around the body in front of him that was blocking him from seeing any part of the screen.

Anakin could feel through the force that Obi-Wan had had enough of him. He slowly looked up to his Master’s face preparing for the worst.

Anakin hated when he made Obi-Wan angry because then he would be lectured on the Jedi Code and how they as Jedi are expected to be neat and tidy all the time!

Obi-Wan’s clear blue eyes were staring intently at the boy on the couch. Does he know Anakin is attracted to him? Has been ever since he was fourteen.

Anakin looked away blushing a deep scarlet.

Instead of giving Anakin another boring lecture his Master surprised himself by sitting down next to Anakin. Obi-Wan combed his hand through his short auburn hair and stayed silent for a moment thinking of what to say before speaking,

“Ani, you’re almost eighteen now and…..”

He trailed off.

Anakin was feeling guilty at this time for making his Master sad. Obi-Wan and Anakin were very close but lately his Master had been distancing himself from his padawan for reasons unbeknownst to Anakin.

He could sense there was more troubling Obi-Wan than he was letting on. What could possibly be troubling his master? Anakin tried to delve into his Master’s mind but could not break through his strong barriers.

Obi-Wan could feel someone searching in his head but getting nowhere. He knew it was Anakin. He looked over at his padawan sitting quietly waiting for his master to continue. Those sparkling blue eyes waiting for him. And those lips that looked so soft.

This was making Obi-Wan utterly uncomfortable sitting next to what looked like a sex machine.

Getting up suddenly and quickly muttering something about donuts and Yoda, Anakin stupidly stared at his master as he sprinted out of their shared quarters(almost running into the sliding door because it was too slow opening) leaving the boy alone and without a clue as to why his turning eighteen could turn his master into such a fluster!

Tonight would indeed be interesting, for Anakin had some plans as how to get Obi-Wan to talk.

An evil grin appeared on his face as he got up to start working on his scheme.

Home Again!

2008-07-01T00:27:33Z

I am back home yahhh!!
I have heard from friends that the 9 days I was gone it rained every single one of them. And it has ceased
to break the chain.

I was reading a reply to my comment on a story I read and the person was wondering if I wrote SW fics. I do write as you can hopefully see, but I'm too embarassed to do SW and post to a community. My goal then is to someday post at least one fic on SW. Hows about by the end of the summer, I have to complete this. Okay, it's settled then. I must get to work on planning a plot.

o geez what have I gotten into.

<3
megg

hillbillys

2008-06-23T01:58:18Z

That's what our cabin neighbors are it seems like. There are about six cabins in a part of the campground we're staying at and this big family rented out four or five of em. They have very southern accents and they are so darn loud. They're talking about cooking weenies and asking each other 'how many weenies ya'll want?' and 'hey, don't burn my weenie!' I was trying so hard not to burst out laughing.

Not much happened today. Dad bought a t'shirt, i didnt cos i didnt find any good ones i'd actually wear. There are a bunch of junk gift shops in pigeon forge. I went to Riveredge's arcade and played pinball and this motorcycle game. It was fun. You know, I hate swimming all by myself, it is kind of intimidating. I want to go but just by myself is no fun.

Went to the wax museum. It was pretty cool but when you just stare at a figure for a bit, your mind plays tricks on you pretending the wax figure is moving.
There was a horror movie section. The exorcist scared me and the guy from texas chainsaw massacre scared the hell outta me.  I didn't even get close to the exorcist girl. I did for the latter mentioned but jumped when the chainsaw noise started unexpectedly.

We are leaving Pigeon Forge and Gatlinburg early tomorrow morning. Why early when our next stop is only 30 miles away? Hell if I know. My daddio says so we can stop a bunch at different places.

I'm supposed to be watching the weather for cherokee forecast.

So there were less cars and people today guess they headed home for the start of a new week. Still a bunch of motorcycles. Yesterday driving around offroad and coming back from that we saw all these bikes going the opposite way up the curvy road. There were photographers scattered along the way taking pictures of them coming around bends. I kept telling my dad to go faster so he didn't mess up a picture. He didn't listen much because the road was to turny and such. I've seen so many motor trikes(I believe thats what the three wheel bikes are called) the past days.

::yawn::
I'm tired from today.
We went on this arts and crafts route but left too early and most of the shops weren't opened yet. I didn't see much that interested me anyway so I didn't get upset.

Well, I will write again soon possibly.
Maybe not cause we're going to be on the Blue Ridge Parkway. No internet, not that I'm that much saddened by the thought of that.
Hmmm....... Oh yes, I read a lot of reviews of people who have driven on the parkway and everyone said it was beautiful! I'm excited about it, I just hope my nerves don't get the better of me.

Now I will have to pitch a tent after tonight.

I must be going now,
so long.

Megg

Writer's Block: To me, LiveJournal is...

2008-06-21T20:54:32Z

What does LiveJournal mean to you? Has that changed since you started your LiveJournal account?

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oh god, livejournal is one of my top websites I visit. I absolutely am addicted to lj. It has changed since I started an account because now I visit this site more often. I love it. Period.

Writer's Block: LJ Comments

2008-06-20T23:00:09Z

Are you more of a comment-receiver or a comment-maker on LiveJournal? Why?

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I am a comment-maker. I read a lot of stories on lj and look for icons.

Day 1 of Trip

2008-06-20T22:56:14Z

Gatlinburg Trip- Day 1

I didn’t nessecarily mind all the driving, but after we ate dinner at the oringinal KFC I felt like absolute shit. I don’t mean just a little tummy ache but full blown anxiety shit. This is one of the reasons I hate having a very bad anxiety problem. I started to get a cold sweat while we were driving and then to make matters worse I also got car sick. Luckily I didn’t spew all over the car. I am now sitting at the campsite for the night and still recovering from it. It was possibly an anxiety attack. Hey you know how people say to talk to someone who is hurt or something? Well when my dad was talking to me it did make me forget about the need to pass out. Talking helps.

I do not feel good. I want to get lost in a book. I say I love to travel, and don’t get me wrong I do, but sometimes my anxiety and nervousness gets in the way of all the fun and experiences. That’s also why I don’t mind being alone for a while because if I’m at home and everthings good, I’m perfectly content. I might just move to the city and fuck it, I don’t know what I want to do. This is what’s holding me back in life. For example, hmmmmm, I don’t have a job, I kept talking about getting one and went and got an application at a few joints, but did I follow through? No, I was(and am) scared. Then why do I want a motorcycle? I don’t make any sense.

Before I forget have to tell you the reader that when we went to the first KFC and I went potty it was extremley cold in there. I looked down this old floor vent where the air was coming out of and I was like, hmmm I wonder what’s down there, looks spooky.

Whelp, I be going cos I still feel like shit and maybe if I do something else it might take my mind off of wanting to FUCKING DIE!!

Have a spledid evening!

<3 Megg

harry potter quiz

2008-06-17T00:26:22Z

Harry Potter Character Combatibility Test
created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Ron Weasley

You are Ron. You have a heart of gold. You would do anything for your friends, even if you sometimes become jealous of your achievements. However, this is does not effect the fact that you would defend them at all costs and give them your loyalty. You want to be appreciated by others and be recognized for something great.

Ron Weasley

88%

Remus Lupin

81%

Luna Lovegood

75%

Harry Potter

72%

Sirius Black

69%

Neville Longbottom

69%

Bellatrix Lestrange

63%

Albus Dumbledore

59%

Severus Snape

59%

Oliver Wood

53%

Percy Weasley

53%

Hermione Granger

50%

Draco Malfoy

44%

Lord Voldemort

41%

Writer's Block: How I got on LJ

2008-06-17T00:07:25Z

Who introduced you to LiveJournal? Why did you first open an account or get involved?

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My fascination with star wars and ewan mcgregor somehow or other got me here through a group called "Feel My Force".
A community for ani/obi slash.

Romance of the Jedi

2008-06-16T22:28:03Z

a wonderful fanvid
i didn't find or create it
i was just lurking on lj
when i came across it
on someones page

http://www.transbuddha.com/content/romance-of-the-jedi/

::squeees::

Okay now to serious stuff.
I will be going on a trip to Tennessee and up throught Blue Ridge Mountains.
So that means I will be gone for 10 days and have no internet!
I will miss livejournal ::sniff sniff::

I will post picture possibly when I get back.
Oh I am leaving in two or three days.
We do not have a very set itinerary as you can see.

<3 megg

my boredom estonishes me

2008-06-16T00:05:09Z

hmmm very scary indeed.....http://www.nytimes.com/2008/06/13/world/asia/13fat.html?_r=1&no_interstitial&oref=slogin

you should totally goto youtube and watch swan lake. i believe it is the first one listed when you search for it. pretty amazing.

Story: Deserted

2008-05-27T22:40:52Z

Title: Deserted
Genre: Romance, Violence
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Alex/Jeremy
Disclaimer: Tis mine
Summary: This is about a boy trying to make it in a cruel world that does not accept him and his ways.

"What do you mean you're not coming?"
Alex said flabbergastted. He pressed the phone closer to his ear as to hear over the traffic of rushhour. Alex was sitting on a bridge talking to Jeremy on his cell. Jeremy was hard to make out when he replied,
"I just can't make it this time. Sorry man."

Alex was now peering over the ledge down to the highway below the bridge. Exhausted with trying to reason with Jeremy he quickly spat back, "Fine!"

And snapped his phone shut. Most likely cracking the screen with his force used to close it. He tugged his jean jacket around himself more as a cool breeze blew past. Deciding there was not much of a point to be out here any longer now that he knew Jeremy wasn't showing he started to walk back to his apartment.

Alex saw the figures appear in the distance and noted how they stayed far enough away as to not draw attention to themselves but close enough to follow Alex. Alex glanced behind him to see three male figures that looked pretty buff and could already predict what was about to happen. Alex knew he had no chance what so ever of fighting them all. He quickened his pace and rounded a corner at full speed.

He made the mistake of going on an empty street where no one could hear anything. They closed in on him and one with a mean looking cut on his face punched Alex hard in the gut. This caused him to double over and fall hard onto the cement ripping his jacket in the process. All three started to kick Alex all over his body and spit out nasty words like fag and fairy. This went on until Alex was near to passing out from all the pain on his shoulders, head, stomach, legs, everywhere.

After one last punch painful blow to his head they rolled him over and grabbed his wallet with their filthy hands. The shortest one with spikey hair spit on him before turning his back on him and leaving Alex on the sidewalk in a bloody mess. Alex lay there bleeding from his nose and what felt like everywhere else on his body.

His mind drifted, 'Jeremy wasn't coming'
was all he thougt over and over in his mind. The cement sidewalk was cold against his skin. Slowly getting up he starting limping back home. Only 24 more blocks.

The walk passed in a daze. One of those numb dreamlike states you sometimes get not knowing reality.
'Everywhere fucking hurts!'

Getting home to his not so humble abode was quite an accomplishment for Alex. Usually he is quite clean and tries to keep up with his place but right now he just falls on his couch and groans. His face is a mess. Alex passes a moment later still wearing his torn up jacket and his shoes.

In the morning he wakes up to the sun glaring in his eyes and 14 new messages on his cell. Alex was positive they were all from Jeremy.

My method of procrastination is better than YOURS

2008-05-19T01:48:12Z

okay so this is an entry from my old account that i thought was pretty interesting.
see for yourself.

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...just type it in man!

Opening Credits: Tired of You-Tommy Lee

This is going to be interesting.

Waking Up: Deadly Sinners-3 Inches of Blood

This is going be scary waking up to! I'll wet myself.

First Day At School: Diamond Dog-Beck

Falling In Love: A Message-Coldplay

awww how perfect!!!!!

Losing Virginity: Still The Pipes Are Calling-Suidakra

What the fuck. I don't want to lose my virginity to a black metal song.

Fight Song: Trust- Trip Fuse

umm this kinda works cause it has energy to it. Maybe a slow mo fight. yeah thats it!

Breaking Up: White Shadows-Coldplay

shadows

Prom: Punishment Divine-Blind Guirdian

so my prom will be at a concert?? I wonder what dress I'll be wearing to that!

Life: King of Suede-Weird Al

Okay, right about now i regret putting weird al on my playlist. dammit!!

Mental Breakdown: Crossing the Rubicon-The Human Abstract

That works. It's a crazy song.

Driving: Naturmnftikk-Ulver

I am totally going to fall asleep to this while driving. Unless I'm on a life changing trip??

Flashback: Darkest Nights-As I Lay Dying

Getting Back Together: London Loves-Blur

Wedding: Fabulous Disaster-Exodus

Well that tells me a lot. Thanks

Birth of Child: The Scientist-Coldplay

Yah!! My child's gonna be a genious!!

Final Battle: Never Let It Go-Mushroomhead

This really works!!!

Death Scene:Pawn Shop-Sublime

great

Funeral Song: Off The Ground-Logh

It's a sad slow song. aww i like it!!

End Credits: Sparkling Diamonds-Moulin Rouge

That just gives everyone bad ideas about who I really was! Like I don't
love diamonds.

obi-wan video

2008-05-15T23:18:14Z

okay watching this video i almost cried!! im serious. it fit so perfectly with the story.
http://www.youtube.com/v/jkRsa53CT5M&hl=en"></param><param
guess u gotta click the link

dissection

2008-05-14T22:03:50Z

The muscle is torn away from flesh
Breaking the whitish connective tissue
Eyes glazed over
No soul here
Thankfully
For what we do is torture
If it was alive still.
Hands smell of latex gloves
Help to make me remember
What I had to do
Unkind eyes stare back at me
Wondering how so easily I am
convinced to cut
Cut Snip Cut Cut Cut Cut.

escape

2008-05-13T23:17:55Z

Hayden has always been on the move, ever since he ran away ten years ago from his abusive father. He can't seem to stay in just one place. So with his beat up chevy and his dog named Charlie, he moves from town to town. Never staying long enough as to be recognized by others.

Tonight is just another one of those nice and cool summer nights you look forward to. The wind ruffles his short brown hair. Charlie is hanging out the window on the passenger side of the car with his big pink tongue flapping in the wind. Darkness is fast approaching and it is time to pull in for the night.
"Come on Charlie, do you see any motels around?"
Charlie responds with a simple
::bark::
He is looking at a small town just ahead wagging his tail into your face.
"Aww c'mon Charlie, stop!"
You say laughing.
You pull off the exit ramp and turn left . The motel is not hard to miss because of how close it is to the highway exit. Checking into the motel room for a night you unload your suitcase and head into room fourteen. It smells of cigarettes and piss.
"Nice choice Charlie."
You mumble to your dog who has already made himself at home on one of the two beds.
"Well I'm going to have a couple drinks then."
Grabbing your coat you head over next door to the bar. It is pretty crowded at this time so you head over to a stool at the counter and order a whiskey. Looking around you there are people playing pool and others just drunkely dancing to the jukebox.  Swinging back around you are met with a pair of sparkling blue eyes staring back at you. In a flash they are gone. You realize whose they were, the bartenders. His back is facing you now busy helping another customer. You return to your drink and get lost in just listening to the music.
After awhile you notice how quiet it is and realize everyone else has gone. Looking around there is only the bartender cleaning up.
"Hey, can I get another whiskey?"
You ask him. The bartender looks up from the table he was washing saying,
"Sorry, can't serve any alcohol after hours. I could get my license taken away."
"Well, I guess I'll just go then."
you say to him.
"You don't have to go,"
he said. His blue jeans matched his glistening blue eyes perfectly.
"Okay, but let me turn on some music."
Getting up and walking over to the jukebox, you slip a coin in and turn on some classic rock. You stand there flipping through the rest of the music to see what else there is.
Behind your ear you feel hot breath on you say,
"I saw you come in earlier, looking nervous and out of place. And I saw how you were staring at me the whole night."
He noticed you staring at him? But how....
Your thoughts were cut off when he turned you around to face him. Just having him look at you sent chills up and down your body. His eyes were electric and like ectasy.
Your mouth would barely let you speak.
"What.. Is your name?"
You whispered, not letting your eyes look away.
"Ewan"
After that word left his lips he devoured your mouth with his own. It started out as sweet and tender but soon turned into explosive lust and need.

rondel

2008-05-01T20:47:05Z

I just love how you cannot indent when posting and entry on livejournal. Little things like these seem to bug me.
For creative reading club we were asked to write a rondel poem i believe. No clue what that is. Going to wiki it.

"A rondel is a form of French lyrical poetry, a variation of the rondeau consisting of two quatrains followed by a quintet (13 lines total). The rondel was invented in the 14th century, and is arguably better suited to the French language than to English.

The first two lines of the first stanza are refrains, repeating as the last two lines of the second and third stanzas. For instance, if A and B are the refrains, a rondel will have a rhyme scheme of ABba abAB abbaA

The meter is open, but typically has eight syllables.

There are several variations of the rondel, and some inconsistencies. For example, sometimes only the first line of the poem is repeated at the end; or: the second refrain may return at the end of last stanza, making a Rondel Prime (aka, Rondel Supreme or French Sonnet).

A rondel is a form of French lyrical poetry, a variation of the rondeau consisting of two quatrains followed by a quintet (13 lines total). The rondel was invented in the 14th century, and is arguably better suited to the French language than to English.

filler inner

2008-04-23T00:48:05Z

NUMBER OF:
- height: 5'7
- shoe size: 9
- hair colour: blond
- siblings: 1 brother

LAST
- movie you rented: ermmm i guess from the library i got shattered glass and three others
- movie you bought:the covenant
- song you listened to: Seven days in sunny june by Jamiroquai
- song that was stuck in your head: dunno
- person you've called: rachel
- person that's called you: heh rachel returning my call
- show you've watched: Live From Abbey Road
- person you were thinking of: Ewan mcgregor

DO:
- you have a crush on someone: yes i do
- you wish you could live somewhere else: yes but no i love my home
- you believe in online dating: no to complicated
- others find you attractive: sure
- you want more piercings: yes i have yet to have my ears pieced
- you like cleaning: occassionally
- you write in cursive or print: print

FAVORITE:
- food: black olive pizza, nuetella
- thing to do: watch movies, sleep, read
- drinks: hmmm..... i like cream soda
- clothes: my squary pants(i will post a picture of them!!)
- movies: walk the line, trainspotting, ladder 49
- holiday: st. patty's day cos i get to wear all green!! yah!!!

HAVE YOU:
- ever cried over a girl: probably
- ever cried over a boy: yes i actually did cos i felt abandoned
- ever been in a fist fight: no
- ever been arrested: no at least not yet

WHAT
- shampoo do you use: aussie usually and sunsilk
- shoes do you wear: theses slick black track shoes that only cost 20 dollars!!
- are you scared of: bugs, supernatural stuff, and being abandoned
- number of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: 6 maybe
- number of people I consider my enemies: no one although there are people i dislike

FAVORITE:
- disney movie: lion king
- word: dont really have one
- nickname: megg
- eye color: green or blue
- flower: well i wish i knew the name of them but i dont so i cant answer this.

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE:
- pretty: my friends tell me im sexy
- funny: yes but i can go a tad bit overboard
- hot: o yesssss
- friendly: if im in a good mood
- amusing: yepp
- ugly: not right now im not
- loveable: stupidly lovable
- sweet: maybe
- dorky: arent we all? im in a book club so i guess that i get +50

opps

2008-04-22T23:53:53Z

yeah so just a second ago i remembered that when i was living with my aunt, for my cousins birthday we went to a star wars muesum type thing. ANDDDDDDDD when i was there i saw obi-wans costume for the movie. One Ewan Mcgregor wore for it. Before it seemed insignificant, but for some reason it just popped in my head today and i think it is pretty cool. So yeah.